THIS IS MY HOMELAND

Geez Dist. Does Jade have to get on here and scold you for your antics?

poignantmelancholia

Scold me for what?

I haven’t even done anything…today

I think I’m going to do the same as Bri

Get off here

go sob on my bed for a bit

eventually try to sleep

I'm sorry.

To my parents: I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I'm sorry I can't make good enough grades. I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations.
To my friends: I'm sorry I can't keep a long term friendship with any of you. I'm sorry we lose connection after a while. I'm sorry I never stayed.
To the people at my school: I'm so sorry I'm weird. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I don't look pretty like all you.
To myself: I'm sorry I was ever born, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry if I put you down. I'm sorry I made you miserable.

Yo, I could always get on skype or you can vent towards me too bro. Inbox is always open, I might not be able to go to A-Kon but if you need anyone? Yeah, I'll be here too. :X

ridiculouslypretentious

Thanks Tardy

I don’t really wanna talk about it anymore though

Don't you fucking say that. Okay? It's not true. Things do get better, I promise. You just have to be there to the end, to see the happy ending. I promise things will get better even if I have to make them better. The moment my cousins get custody of me(I know they will. They have to.), We will hang out as much as fucking possible, okay?

aquaticchamber

That sounds fun…

I dunno, the last time it got better it got worse after that. So….

Katy, come vent to me. My ask box is always open for you and you know that. I hate seeing you in pain and as soon as I get to A-Kon, i'm hunting you down and attacking you in hugs. I'll even skip meeting up with any of my other friends, if you need me. I want to be someone you can come to for help, but my mother's in the way of that and it fucking sucks. -hugs tight- I'm gonna make you a package, of all the stuff I hope will cheer you up, and give it to you at A-Kon, okay? c: I love you.

aquaticchamber

I love you too son

I’m just

I’m tired of venting, I’m tired of talking or thinking about it (not that my brain is listening) and I just don’t know

Part of me just wants to give up because this is always going to happen to me no matter what I do and I don’t see the fucking point in even trying

amaya-z replied to your post: So…what now? I mean…where do I go from here?